Shika-Nakamura

Well.... So far it has been three weeks since my Orka died. I never felt so lonely before, and now that the shock is over, my body can't accept the fact that she is gone. But I know that she's gone forever. Every time I come home and open the door, I always expect to see her there sitting, looking up at me, happy that Im home. Now, when I watch "Up", and Mr. Fredrickson talks to his deceased wife, I know know what its like to loose someone who you can't live without. And now because of this, I think I have become more sympathetic but at the same time more cold, and dark person. I also find that I have to constantly keep myself distracted. Add

For weeks I wanted these pair of boots, and I finally got them in the mail that had arrived the other day. Elated, I slipped them on and ran around in our backyard trying them out. Then, yesterday morning, I put them on again and noticed that they both was completely diffrent than the others size. I checked what size they were and I was shocked to see that one was a nine and the other was a 7.5....... Now I must send them back and await for my correct sized pair.....

This summer has been good at the begining of it. But now........ At the begining, my mother, sister, brother, and I flew over to our aunts house near San Fran, Cali. Regretably, we were only there two days. We then went down to Simi Vally, south past Santa Barbra. There we were there for nearly a week. We visted more family, my aunt (Who I just look like), my step uncle and the newest addition, Meagan. She was born in April, a few weeks early. She was born with a large hole in her heart. Dispite this she is a happy, healthy baby, who does not like binkies. Now I an back at my grandparents. This place is a definate hell. My grandmoher is soo